| What Tarot Card Are You |
[Nov. 18th, 2006|10:05 am] |
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You are The Moon
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.
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| My wedding |
[Aug. 19th, 2006|06:26 pm] |
I am planning a wedding with colors that are burgundy and a cream color. However the main plan is that I wear cream with burgundy roses and my maiden of honor is going to wear burgundy with cream roses.
Two weeks ago, my soon-to-be mother in law was in town and we found a beautiful dress for her. It was burgundy (the exact shade of Sarah's dress). She bought it and seemed very happy with it. Now she has gone out shopping by herself and has picked a cream color dress. And called to request a different color corsage like it was no big deal. Am I being petty in thinking that it would be much more appropriate for her to wear the other dress??? Or find one in that color or any other color other than cream??
My fiance just tells me not to sweat the small stuff and then suggests going to Vegas. He'll do anything if he thought I would go to my wedding in jeans. I know he is in the middle, but my last wedding was not what I wanted. I want it my way and I'm the bride.
I'm not generally so self absorbed, but I don't plan on doing this again. And he is an only child and this is his mothers only opportunity to be the mother of the groom at a wedding.
I just want to cry. |
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| Private space |
[Aug. 18th, 2006|03:14 am] |
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This is my private space to poor myself out. When I am frustrated sometimes it helps me to just vent out my feelings. This doesn't mean that I am mad or angry it is just my way of working through my day to day issues. Is that so wrong? I hope not. Can you love people (parents, kids, fiance, etc) yet still feel frustrated sometimes? Is that so wrong? Is it wrong to fear a future that is supposed to be filled with eternal bliss? Is it wrong to want to parent my own kids when I am building a future with someone else? Maybe I do have control issues. |
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